October 18, 2011

ERGH.......

So, I'm not going to wrap up my summer and show you some pics of us playing in our backyard baby pool  because who really cares.  I'm not going to tell you what we did and show you pictures.... I'm just going to launch into randomly blogging.  And see if I still have it in me.  If I don't do this I don't think I'll ever blog again.

So, I ask you my readers....


...how do you stop yourself from getting bitter and angry towards all the people in your life that just do not GET IT.

I mean get IT.

And this IT can be many things.... but mainly I mean being a mother

or...

Sleep deprivation.

Chronic pain.

Anxiety.

And parenting with pain.  Ugh.


And I know that I used to be someone who didn't get just how exhausting motherhood is.  I know that.  So I should have grace for these people, right?

But honestly, I have very little.  And I need to stop wasting my mental energy being annoyed by the people in my life who don't realize how good they have it.

But I tell you, sometimes I just want to SCREAM and say what I think and remind them how FILTHY RICH YOU ARE.  I mean, have you seen what is going on in Somalia?  really??? really??????????

So I guess it looks by all my caps above that I am screaming at you my wonderful readers on my blog.  sorry!


But can you help this angry girl out?

xoxo